Woa, I haven't written on here in forever. Do people still get on xanga? I mean there's no point in getting on it if I don't....uh just kidding. HA. Okay, so anyway-

All I have to say is that I can't wait until Christmas! I want to see all the Christmas lights go up, and I want it to snow. I can't wait to decorate the tree, and listen to Christmas music! I've been making a semi-countdown calendar for Christmas. It's pretty cool and I think everyone should do it because I do (ha, not really). But for real, who wouldn't because it's just so much fun!

I went to Gatlinburg with my cousin this Saturday to see her brother/my cousin and their friends. It was such a great experience, and it really took my mind off all the mess going on at school. Steph's friends showed me what real friends are like. They're a lot like my much missed friends at home, and a few of my friends here.

Steph and I decided that Gatlinburg could be our new santuary or get-away when the world/ Bryan college, treats us wrong. I don't mean to hate on Bryan, it's just that some relationships here have driven me into a dark hole, and I need to just forgive, forget, and move on. That is exactly what I intend to do. Thank God for those weekends that just give you a fresh breath of air, and show you that life is worth living!

I miss all my friends from home. Most of my friends here just aren't as cool. There are some exceptions, but I just miss home and my friends there. I feel like a stranger here, I don't feel welcome. I'm glad people can make friends here. Unfortunately, I can't. Get me out of here....[please]